2am

a few hours to my flight and im a bit worried. there were a series of severe weather warnings issued for sydney with thunderstorms and gushing winds up to 90km/ph. there's bound to be a delay =/

i dont know why, but this time round, i'm not the tiniest bit excited, nor am i anticipating the 2 week long trip. a few weeks ago i was pretty happy, but during the past week no so much. an unsettling feeling is planted inside of me, and i can't find any reason why it would be there. maybe it's homesickness..hmm i dunno. but i guess i'll find out.